Out with the old and in with the new

Originally written 31st December 2010

Out with the old, in with the new year. I love this time of the year and all the promises of new beginnings. I love the prospect of being able to right the wrongs or re-think all the challenges that have come to me, yet I have been unable to handle many of them in the best possible way.

I have always been my harshest critic and it is so good to know that all is ok with me now. I have the guidance from the Angles and God. I have direction to step forth and I feel it is so right.

I have started drawing Angel Cards from two decks. These oracle cards have been designed by Doreen Virtue and the two decks I have chosen to use are Healing with the Angel oracle cards and Daily Guidance from your Angels oracle cards. These two groups of cards have given me the confidence to step forth and really understand what it is I want from life.

The card I have drawn today is FAMILY

This card represents a special person to me that I have held at a distance for so long. I was hurting and I felt I needed to hurt by myself. Now I know I have to undo this as I know he is hurting too. He is my soul mate and I need to share me with him again. I have been pushing him away and in reality he is the one person who I should have drawn closer to me. I am ready now.

I am ready now for so many things. I feel a peace and contentment I have not felt for so long. It is nice. It is comforting and I am comfortable with this feeling.

No longer will I feel the need to plan, plan and plan. I have always been compelled to list everything I do as if I will forget to do the most basic of things. I will know what next to do and everything else will just bide its time until I am ready.

I will be guided by the Angels and I will RELEASE AND SURRENDER to the Angels. I know you are with me guiding me but at the same time allowing me to truly live this life my way.

Thank you Angels.