The two cards I have drawn today come with varied messages. However surrounding cards clarify the messages for me.
The two cards are OCEAN and DIVINE GUIDANCE.
At first I was confused. This is unusual for me as I normally know exactly what the card means to me, but not this time. So I sat and thought I will look at the cards either side of these cards to see if there was any information that may help me. Sure enough...there the true meaning became apparent.
The sad thing is I don't really like this message and I need to work on why this bothers me so much.
Ocean is near where I walk when I exercise, of which, I have neglected lately. I have been lazy lately, considering it more important for me to be inside doing inside jobs and before I knew it another day had passed me by. Why is it that with me, I never put myself as important? I have always considered myself important, but when put to the test, never important enough to look after my body like it is a temple. Exercise is seen as a chore and not something I enjoy when in reality all I have to do is rethink my thoughts on this and use it as a means of zen meditation...that is meditating in an alternative method. This is where DIVINE GUIDANCE comes in... I need to ask for help in rethinking my thoughts on exercise and generally looking after my body. Without my body at optimum performance, the other aspects of my life are distinctly disadvantaged.
Is it laziness or is it a forgetfulness? Is it not prioritising moments in your life or for me, I think it is just the inner child in me just yelling out "I don't want to!!!" All my life I have wanted to cherry pick the special moments without wanting to take the good with the bad. Once the hard yards set in, I am often found wanting...
I will walk away from a mess believing I will come back and clean that up later only to find that I will find something else has taken my attention. This means not only do I still have the first mess awaiting my attention, I have already moved onto something else which requires more of my attention.
I need to sit and finish. I am always happy to put on the list all the jobs I want done, good and bad, but equally I am happy to just keep rewriting this list, never actually finishing each one. I want Divine Guidance by asking the Angels to help me live more in the moment and put my effort into finishing each task. I will do what I feel is the most important thing to do at that time rather than look at another never ending list, but I will justify the importance of this job by completing it to the end. Not continuing this cycle of HALFDONE.
Harsh words today Angels, but oh so necessary as I sit amongst a shamozzle of unfinished projects. Life is too short to not dignify all that I do. If it is worth doing, it is worth doing to the best of my ability until completion.
Thank you Angels.
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