simplify

just type...that is what I am getting told...so type I will. Close your eyes, it will be easier so I have and then I will just let my fingers type. With our eyes shut we can alter the projected view of ourself. We are no longer who we see in the mirror but we become the vision in our minds eye. Is this the vision I am happy to see or do I want to be something else. This is the journey I am working on. The thinking of what I am wanting, where I am heading and what will remain as I venture forth. My hip is aching. My right hip. Fear of moving forward in the physical. So what is it I am scared about. Fear of failure is the first thing I think of. Of being rejected yet again......it is only me who can reject myself and I won't this time.

Why is it we feel compelled to hold onto the old memories and hurts that do not help only serving to bring us back to where we came from. The stories have to be rewritten. The memories have to be altered. Painful events of our past only need to be remembered as a page in our book, and to turn the page and begin new chapters. The hurts were events we were to experience and learn, grow and become better people from. That is really hard when you have hurt people by doing the stupidest thing. Things that haunt your soul. Forgiveness is the hardest thing, and then to move on requires an inornate amount of strength. I am learning that strength and to the people I have hurt, I am my most humblest as I ask for forgiveness.

Almost a year....

where did the time go? One can wonder but I know that transformations beyond belief have occurred within and the work has required many hours, days and weeks of self examination. It has been tough, but so rewarding. I am learning and rediscovering so much about myself that I have held hidden for so long. Stuff that I have remembered, from where I learnt, I no longer care, just knowing that I understand and believe many things about myself now. With each hour, day, month I have learnt to trust myself and believe in my feelings. I have been blessed with many teachers, both spiritually and not. To these people, I am truly grateful for allowing long hidden parts of me to be released back into my present so I can grow.





For the people who have come to me and trust that I can guide them, I am truly thankful. Love and light to your souls for connecting with mine and for trusting me and allowing me to work with your spirit and body.





Reflexology has opened a doorway that makes me realise the untapped potential in me. I am so loving learning all that is being exposed to me. Today, I spoke to another who is very quickly becoming a mentor and teacher who will guide me into my next level. Thank you Jaye for your love and support as I venture further on this journey.